Hi, I’m Marian Buck-Murray
I’m here to help you honor your natural essence, and speak your truth. I’ll guide you as you illuminate your shadows so that you can emerge from them.
My own natural essence was buried underneath piles of self-doubt, fear, anxiety, and negative mind chatter. As a sensitive person, I struggled under the weight of other people’s needs, opinions, and emotions. Throughout much of my adult life, I felt paralyzed by self doubt — which led me to work at a series of low paying jobs.
I had moments, even stretches, of creative success. But then, sure enough, I’d lose interest, or confidence, or a project would end, and I would fall back into that comfortable place of hiding and playing small.
Intricately woven into my experience was my decades-long struggle with auto-immune illness, surgery, traumatic stress, and my sister’s suicide when I was 17. Throughout the years, it was my highly sensitive nature that led me to take on, and hide, far more emotion than I could handle. Eventually, I shut down my emotions. Unknowingly, I had pushed everything, including my gifts and talents, into the shadows.
Finally, there came a day when I decided I just couldn’t stand one more inch of pain. So, I reached out for help. And with the help of gifted healing practitioners, holistic therapies, and my own daily practices, I transformed my life!
Though it’s been a bumpy road, I’ve learned is that when I face my own shadows, I ignite the healing I yearn for. It is the most rewarding work I’ve ever done. It’s what I’m here to help you do.
I spent decades struggling. I am now happier, and more at peace, than I’ve ever been. And, the deeper I move into my shadows, with love and acceptance, the better it gets. By committing to healing my body-mind, I have been able tune into my true essence, and follow my heart’s desires.
I believe that brilliance lies within all of us. Once we clear away unwanted feelings and beliefs , our brilliance is there, ready, and willing to shine.
If you’re ready to emerge from the shadows, I’m here to help.
My Training
- New York University – MA Educational Communications and Technology
- Natural Gourmet Culinary Institute — Chefs Training Program.
- Academy of Healing Nutrition – Certified Holistic Health Counselor & Nutrition Coach, Faculty Member
- American Association of Nutritional Consultants – Certified Nutritional Consultant
- EFT Universe — Certified EFT Practitioner
- Matrix Reimprinting — Certified Matrix Reimprinting Practitioner